Wednesday, May 14, 2008

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Today is Wednesday. Tomorrow will be Thursday and after tomorrow will be Friday and yes.....the weekend. And this weekend it quite long too becuase Monday is a public holiday.

Wow....I have a long weekend to look forward too...What to do neh?

1) Sleeping


2) Eating


3) Movies


4) Or simply vege out and do nothing....


Well, where is the not-wasting-time-and-beneficial-things-to-do list? I should be reading the 8th Habit book but I am so lazy...suddently I realized that I have loss my interest in readings. I do very less reading these days.

And that is not good....Reading is always good but of course still depend on what you read. But folks don't forget to read beneficial things. I still remember....reading is the food for brain...

So happy reading!
Note: Adibah no need to ready anymore because she's cute and she will go straight to heaven :-)
Ayu






Thursday, May 8, 2008

Imagination + Day dream = Excitement

When I was a little girl, I like to have this day dream thing. Imagine that I can fly and then flew away from the bus that I'm on to school or hoping that some sort of alien or prince may come and rescue me from the bus and the school. Not that I hate school but I totally did not support the routine things that I have to do in 5 days a week and that is school. Well, life need to be more than that......and that is what I amagine.....

The sad part of this imagination is that, it still continue until now and none of it has become a reality. But now, since the scenario has change, now that I wish something would occured at my work place resulting with that I do not have to go to work. Or something different take place, for example like I received a bouquet of flowers from either my hubby or even good from a secret admirer. Or there's new guy at the work place who looks like Keanu Reeves....well something like that. As for the reality, it never come true, even getting a flower + chocolate from my dearest husband also did not come true. And of course the Keanu Reeves things did not come true also....

The thing is, this is so childish...I'm a mother of 2 now and still my imgination did not grow further. Still hoping for silly things or wishing for something that I knew will not come true. But that is actually the best part of it, it does not come true. I can wish for the whole world and it does not come true. Well, who cares?? I did not care if it does not come true either. But I still like to continue with this stupid/silly imagination especially when I'm bored. It will make me smile alone and light up my day :-) and nobody knows about it...shhhhhhh......

And whenever I felt sleepy at my workplace, I will imagine myself eating at a fancy restaurant and the food was so delicious.....it really helps because I have passion in food too ;-)

Ayu

Thursday, May 1, 2008

How many years have still??

Continue....

In other words, when you are so use to your company, it is kind of difficult to turn into a different environment, to new challenges, new people as you are already blend in to your current things.

I believed this is what happened to me and that is why I'm still here...in a more true words, too scared to move forward, seek for new challenges. Eventhough I stayed in only 1 company, I strongly believed that job hoping is a good thing to do, and very good for career development.

And that is also why my career development is not so good compared to those who job hop.

But still regardless of what it is, meaning why you stay in 1 company only, why you did not job hop and isn't boring to have to stay and see the same faces everyday, regardless of all this, you are still the one responsible for your life. You the boss and you decide what is best for you.

I've decided that my family will be in my number 1 priority. And that the only thing I can do to support my priority is to quit my current job and do not change job if the new job couldn't fit to my first priority. As I am not financeally (wrong spelling) capable now to quit job, thus, even if I am so dead boring now at my current workplace, the next best thing to do is to find a job that is better in term of everything from my current company, which is now still no where to be found. So still here.

If you are in the same boat, what is the next best thing to do?? There are 2 things to do..

(1) find a method to allow you to get the same amount of money and at the same time able to stay at home and become a real mother
(2) since you still can't quit job and being boring is no fun either, choose to perform well, to turn boring to exciting....


Trust me...life is jut about making choices and mathematics, You still have to calculate the risk.

Good Luck!!