Friday, April 7, 2017

7 Apr 2017

I sometimes wonder what heaven like

& will I go there?

Will I be qualified? 

When will I go there?

When will be the end of my time

Is it another 20 years 

Or 10 years

Next year

Next month

Or may be tomorrow....

I am scared

I am terribly scared

Shaking trembling panting...

For what if 

If I am not qualified 

For heaven....

Have you ever wonder too?

Thursday, December 8, 2016

8 Dec 2016

Duhai Penciptaku

Aku yang seringkali 
Alpa ini...
Ingin mengembalikan seluruh hati dan cintaku
Hanya padaMu

Duhai Penciptaku
Bersihkanlah hatiku
Sucikanlah hatiku 
Ingatkanlah padaku selalu 
Cinta yang benar
Yang Pasti
Yang tidak akan lupa janji
Hanya cintaMu

Duhai Penciptaku 
Ampunkan aku
Ampunkan aku
Mengagungkan cinta yang selain dariMu
Sedang aku sangat tahu 
Cinta manusia
Hati manusia
Berubah-ubah sifatnya 
Tidak kekal sifatnya
Lantaran itu sudah pasti salahku 
Pada hati yang tidak pasti 
Pada rindu yang tidak menentu 
Pada cinta yang makin pudar ditelan waktu

Duhai Penciptaku 
Kembalikan seluruh cintaku
Kembalikan seluruh hatiku
Hanya padaMu

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

9 Nov 2016

Bila cium pipi gebu tu
Si pipi gebu tu senyum
That is the best thing
In the world
Nothing can beat 
A smiling pipi gebu!!! 

Find your own version of pipi gebu
And the world will be yours

Monday, November 7, 2016

7 Nov 2016

Yesterday, i have to send my little one back to school. He is no longer little. He is no longer chubby. He already started thinking about his future, seriously. He is now collecting informations on wisdom, on leading life, on what's next. I realised how fast time has flies. But I still can't seems to let him go. I keep counting on the seconds that will soon be gone, on the minutes that are running too fast, on the hour that are seems too few and on days that easily turned to months & years. 

Yes, time will wait for no one & time is too precious to be wasted. There are no replacement for the time that had gone & no guarantee for the next time to be in. 

Hence, the present is a truly a present. 

Sunday, November 6, 2016

5 Nov 2016

One of my dreams....are having books....having many in the photos....

I would spend my day, in between of the book shelf....lying down and reading or maybe sleeping with the vision of books in my eyes....

Surrounded with books... Books of all types and genre....the books are nicely placed on the high tall book shelf....

Reading is not a must but dreaming is compulsory 😆

I love dreaming 😍 

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

1 Nov 2016

Have you ever wonder what jannah is like? Have you ever imagine seeing jannah? Or being in jannah?

There are many words is Quran that described jannah. One of it are in Surah Fussilat....that's a place that you will get whatever that you wish for and anything that you ask for. The place where all your wishes will be granted. 

A beautiful place where everything & everyone is living happily ever after. Yes, happily ever after do jannah of course not in the fairy tales story that are so much often heard and be told. 

Yes, it is kind of hard imagining a place like jannah and hell. If we could really imagined hell and imagining that we are in hell....I am certain that we will not dare doing any sin or performing wrong doings that will let us be thrown to hell. 

And if we really can imagine how cool and awesome and magnificent jannah is,  we will certainly do whatever it takes to ensure that we will end up in jannah. That we will live there forever...happily ever after. 

And I look at my daughter. Yes. I was worried of her future. What will happened to her if my time in the world had end? Who will take care of her? What will happened next? 

Then, I imagined jannah. Allah had loaned me and my family a daughter that belongs to jannah. You know that beautiful place that we all knew...that we all want to go to... That is certainly not easy to enter and of course required sacrifices and really strong will. 

That jannah is where my special limited edition daughter will straight go to once her time is up. Her road to jannah will be as easy as ABC...or maybe much much more easier should Allah want it to be that way. 

Hence, to all parents of the special ones, of the one that Allah had decided that jannah will be for them. Do your best for your child and dont worry too much of the future. Your special ones may be look weird, look unfortunate, look sad, look like a loser for this world. But in jannah, the place where they belongs to, the place where all the happiness in this world can't be equivalent to anything in jannah, the place for happily ever after, your special loved ones belongs to that magnificent glorious place. What else can be better than this? 

Hence, smile...big smile...remember that jannah...your special ones are the member of jannah. You have in your house a member of jannah. You should be proud and be thankful, be grateful to Allah for letting you kissing and hugging and raising a member of jannah. Thinking about this makes myvheart flutter. Hence, I am writing this, to make your heart flutters too. Smile!!! Big ones!!!

Saturday, October 29, 2016

29 Oct 2016

There are times
When you felt so happy
Blooming in the heart 
Seeing the things that you love
Feeling the joy
The passion
The unconditional love
The truth
The sweetness
The freedom
And the books
The books that warm the heart 
The books for everything 
Thank you Allah
Thank you so much