Saturday, February 9, 2013

Why not?

When I was little, I often imagined that I live in a big house and have lots of money....and I have a sophisticated office and went to office with a briefcase in my hand...of course wearing that official-expensive office wear....at home, I have a fridge that is full with can drinks, colourful drinks and chocolate....I love dreaming :)

When I grow up, I then realised that the office, the brief case, the fridge and not forgotten the can drinks and chocolates....does not matter...I thought I'll be happy with those things....hah...so simple and sweet....but things are more than that when you grow older....there are so many other things that you want...that you need...that you demanded to be yours....

And thats normal because we're human....we do not have an enough definition...at first I thought we should not be greedy....and be grateful....well....why can't we be greedy and grateful simultaneously...as long as those things that you work so hard for makes you happy.... nothing should stop you from going after it....

And of course, a long the way of pursuing this so called happiness....you may reach to a point...the self-reflect point where you may question yourself again and again...is this what you want? Is this what you've been working for? I believed this is normal too....we may received inputs or experiencing obstacles along the way...and due to this, we may adjusted the way we climb the dream....as long as we're happy and it is not against the principles...go for it :) life is short...thinking to much may lead to a boring life and thinking too little may lead to an over adventurous journey...so think moderately and it will be just nice!

I have dreams and I have hopes and I have wishes....and I am not sure of whether these dreams and these promising hopes and tonne of wishes are the right one for me....are those that makes me happy...I truly don't know...but....I knew that I am willing to give it a try...I am willing to pursuit that dreams....because I am so curious to find out on whether those dreams are really mine or not....if they really are....isn't worthy to be able to acknowledge and confirm that what you are now is what you dreamt of....you are special because you are rare....you pursuit your dreams while others just....go with flow...

When I was little...I played with paper dolls and that makes me happy...will I be not happy if I had barbie or baby alive...may be I'll be super happy with those two...being happy may be enough...but if being super happy is possible too...then why not?


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Fazira Albaijure said...

wah kak ayu, ada peminat :)

i played paper dolls too.;)