Di Kejauhan Ini

Sayang,
Di kejauhan ini
kusentuh hatimu dengan rasaku
debarnya debar cinta
denyutnya denyut setia

Kuusap air matamu yang jernih
dengannya kusulam rasa kasih
kutatap matamu yang duka
di situ kutemui makna rela

Sayang,
Di kejauhan ini kusapa salam setiamu kusambut senyum mesramu
onak, duri, dan jeriji besi ini
takkan menghalang bicara
rasa kita berdua

Sayang, sayang, sayang,
semakin terpisah cinta kita
semakin indah
semakin jauh cinta kita
semakin kukuh

Kita boleh hilang segalanya
Namun kita tidak mampu kehilangan cinta!

by Pahrol Mohamed Juoi - Cinta kerana Allah

answers

once a while....on and off....i'm doing the thinking process....thinking of where my life is leading to....to support the thinking, I've been reading and reading and feeling....trying to connect my heart and my brain...trying to figure out answers to all my questions....

often in looking for answers, we used to look far....beyond everything else....but to my great discovery, the answers to all my questions was not far....was very near....was in me....was i not realised that the answers was in me...was very close or i could not see the answers because i wasn't looking for answers at the rightful channel....

or even worst....i knew where to look for but refuse to do so because of my own self denial....i am trying to avoid the answers because the answers were not like what i imagine it would be or not as per predicted using my shallow way of thinking and the very-limited-resources that i have....

the answers were in a manual
all that we need is....
to have strong faith that whatever being written in the manual is the best for us
and to follow the manual...

it sounded simple but may be a bit difficult for a stubborn one like me
but it is doable

having to follow the manual will need high courage, persistance for may be you have to go against the world
and you have to realign your heart and mind
for what the things that majority is doing may not be the right things that should be done

hmmmmm
the guru is right
life is difficult
but we have manual
so cheer up
and ask for strength
for persistance
for love
to do the right thing
to follow the correct thing

may we achieve the goals of our life here and eternal :)

syukur Alhamdulillah

when i look up
i see the stars the moon
i felt envy....hurt
the stars were smiling
are they laughing at me
where is me?

i can't find myself
where is me?
i use to smile with big heart
with joy with the stars and the moon
but now i am down
with heart ache
with pain
with tears

i thought the stars were my friends
but then i discovered....the stars only wants the moon

and so i am torn between those two
i look down with tears in my eyes.
luckily my brain....still with me
and hence i am glad....
after those tears
after those pains
i knew where i stand
i knew where i belong
i knew where i should be
i knew where i want to be

every pain had a reason
and for that reason....i felt so bless
thank you Allah :)