Recently, I was over stressed. Nurul Adibah's health is not so good and as usual I was so worried until I got sick. I can control myself when it comes to other things but when it is about my children health, my worries level increased to an alarming level, to the level that I can't control. It looks like my stress level depends on my children health level. Hmmm it is not good when your body condition rely on a factor that you can't control or may be difficult to control, like health issues. May be I often felt like I've already try my best to take care of them, but still they fall sick. So, it is about frustration too.
Anyway, I am glad that they recovered, Alhamdullillah. This is only a bit, small test from Allah S.A.W and it seems like I couldn't handle it.....Hah What if there's bigger, challenging test????
