Even though now is not the appropriate time to be talking about this, because of the election...still I just can't wait until 5th May to be talking about this...just couldn't....because I just bought a body analysis scale...hmmm....
Remember I used to write about getting slim, going on diet and leading a healthy life...oh...no....I am not doing it....I am still not slim....of course...was not really putting effort but hoping so much to get the results....this is called insanity...doing the same thing but expecting different results....it is not that I don't remember that I need to go on diet...that I need to be slim for myself and for my beloved life partner...but getting slim is so difficult...I can only reduce my carbohydrate intake for 2 days...on the third day...I'll be eating heavenly again...I love rice so much that it would lead me to depression if I did not eat rice in a day....with this, I concluded that getting slim is mission impossible...
Oh..no...I wanted to be slim....but food is irresistible.....what can I do? Not to mentioned about exercising....I completely did not exercise...so no wonder...my weight did not reduce...although it did not increase but still I am unhappy ....
Happiness = food
Unhappy = diet
Unhappy = not slim
Happiness = slim
Based on this calculations, I just discovered that I love to eat....I love to eat and this love is so strong that thinking of not having it will destroyed me in such a way...huhuhu....these are all excuses....I know...I know....
So what's the point of writing all these? This is call internal conflict....because I love to eat, i refused to go on diet but I want to be slim...huh...life is about making choices...but once we choose, will we able to face the consequences.....
And still...despite of all that...I want to be skinny like this....
Remember I used to write about getting slim, going on diet and leading a healthy life...oh...no....I am not doing it....I am still not slim....of course...was not really putting effort but hoping so much to get the results....this is called insanity...doing the same thing but expecting different results....it is not that I don't remember that I need to go on diet...that I need to be slim for myself and for my beloved life partner...but getting slim is so difficult...I can only reduce my carbohydrate intake for 2 days...on the third day...I'll be eating heavenly again...I love rice so much that it would lead me to depression if I did not eat rice in a day....with this, I concluded that getting slim is mission impossible...
Oh..no...I wanted to be slim....but food is irresistible.....what can I do? Not to mentioned about exercising....I completely did not exercise...so no wonder...my weight did not reduce...although it did not increase but still I am unhappy ....
Happiness = food
Unhappy = diet
Unhappy = not slim
Happiness = slim
Based on this calculations, I just discovered that I love to eat....I love to eat and this love is so strong that thinking of not having it will destroyed me in such a way...huhuhu....these are all excuses....I know...I know....
So what's the point of writing all these? This is call internal conflict....because I love to eat, i refused to go on diet but I want to be slim...huh...life is about making choices...but once we choose, will we able to face the consequences.....
And still...despite of all that...I want to be skinny like this....
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