I have abandoned this blog

Today, I felt lazy, bored and wondering what it's like if this is my
last day working with this company. Today, is my friend's last day here.
And today when I woke up in the morning, the first thing that came into
my mind is how do I felt if I were in my friend's shoes. Wondering, when
would be my last day.......

I believed, I need to go out too, I need to see new environment, see new
peoples, do new things....after 7 years, I am exhausted, not because of
the work but because of the environment may be...so in order to move on,
I need to tender my resignation and get out from here.

But that does not come in soon, as I have a lot of other obstacles
before I can make that 1 decision that may help to change my entire
life.

Anyway, life goes on, so I need to think of how to make my life a lot
interesting, exciting?? And life is about making choices...so, what am I
doing here?

Regards,
Rahayu